neyshdoons

yeah yeah yeah, im back! =D Its been two months since i finished my schooling years and far for, its been nothing but great! Currently, im trying to focus back and update my VERY outdated web pages with my photography revival. At the same time, im working to slowly build up my portfolio for the future. View and comments my new pictures and tell me what you think about it yeah? Oh, and im finally learning to drive now! Gosh, i really cant wait until im finally official behind the wheels. I think thats the only thing that is stopping me from actually going to places for a photo shoot at the moment. *sigh* Well, wait for my new updates soon

The whole two weeks without my dearest mak cik limah always catering to my needs and wants was somehow very.. refreshing. *smiles* I was beginning to like the feeling of holding the keys to my house & going out to a places alone without informing the ones closest to me... SPM is really draining the passion out in me... I really cant wait to get my hands behind the wheel and getting back on track with my photography.. And I really want to redeem those quality times with my boyf and friends without having to feel that guilt. Im just a couple of weeks more towards getting that sweet taste of glory and freedom... Wait a little bit more for

The expression of love for this woman that was poured out from more than 200 people who attended her funeral really impressed me. But I think the thing that touched me most, and this actually surprised me that I felt this way, was when my father got up and spoke of her. The love that he had for this woman, and the way he expressed it, was something that i have only seen in him three or four times before in my life. I sat there listening to him, and in some strange way, he made her life make sense to me. I really don't even know how else to explain it, it was such an odd sensation. I saw her entire life reflected in his. All of the people that